Disappearance of a cat

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Species jojo Horatius with canine teeth 6,3 cm (dominating feature) so tragic

because death is so close by I'm turning left
 seize to exist for a moment , feeling uneasy, little bit, 
like ever, nose bleeding
 ungodlike, ears bleeding I
 looking for a tissue, sleeve, back of my hand, index finger, spit
 It won't find me nor I
 not even smell of me nor my path
(I just asked are you disappointed at something since you seem 
to discard everything to move on without hesitation)
notes: About heavy metal and other parts of me, it is about dying and 
feeling very much
 feeling much, much like an animal looking at people filled with 
emotions like fright
 feeling the energy of young men and adoring it. They are not ashamed of 
anything nor turning anywhere
 feeling straight through anything

At Colombo lake fishing by Mmoonlight. You really got me, I thought, funny beige jeep standing at the bank. Poor you Shingalese girl, what did you?

Held my breath. Kept my calm. Waited. Standing in the boat of mine, small, it could maintain my weight,  I felt heavy. Heavier than ever. Could not move my arms to row. Holding an oar to hold me like my spine. I do not worry. I trust my boat. I trust the oar, I trust my hand.